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DEAD

All I want in life is to be happy (happy)
It seems funny to me 
How fucked things can be 
Every time I get ahead 
I feel more dead

FALLING AWAY FROM ME

Hey, I'm feeling tired 
My time, is gone today 
You flew with suicide 
Sometimes, that's ok 
Hear what others say 
I'm here, standing hollow 
Falling away from me 
Falling away from me
Day, is here fading 
That's when, I would say 
I flew with suicide 
Sometimes kill the pain 
I can always say 
It's gonna be better tomorrow
Falling away from me 
Falling away from me
Beating me down 
Beating me, beating me 
Down, down 
Into the ground 
Screaming so sad 
Beating me, beating me 
Down, down 
Into the ground
(falling away from me) 
It's spinning round and round 
(falling away from me) 
It's lost and can't be found 
(falling away from me) 
It's spinning round and round 
(falling away from me) 
So down
Beating me down 
Beating me, beating me 
Down, down 
Into the ground 
Screaming so sad 
Beating me, beating me 
Down, down 
Into the ground
Pressing me, they won't go away 
So I pray, go away
It's falling away from me, fuck!
Beating me down 
Beating me, beating me 
Down, down 
Into the ground 
Screaming so sad 
Beating me, beating me 
Down, down 
Into the ground
(falling away from me)
Beating me down
(falling away from me) 
Beating me, beating me 
(falling away from me)
Down, down 
(falling away from me)
Into the ground
(falling away from me) 
Screaming so sad
(falling away from me) 
Beating me, beating me
(falling away from me) 
Down, down 
Into the ground

TRASH

How did it start? 
Well I don't know 
I just feel the craving 
I see flesh and it smells fresh and it's just there for the taking 
These little girls, they make me feel so god dam exhilarated 
I fill them up, I can't give it up 
But they know, I'm just erasing
I tell my lies, and I despise 
every second I'm with you 
So I run away and you still stay 
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings 
I can't help but rape them 
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same 
My heart inside is constantly hating 
I'm sorry, I just throw you away
I don't know why I'm so fucking cold 
I don't know why its hurts me 
All I wanna do is get with you and make the pain go away 
Why do I have a conscience? 
All it does is fuck with me 
Why do I have this torment? 
All I wanna do is fuck it away
I tell my lies, and I despise 
every second I'm with you 
So I run away and you still stay 
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings 
I can't help but rape them 
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same 
My heart inside is constantly hating 
I'm sorry, I just throw you away
I tell my lies, and I despise 
every second I'm with you 
So I run away and you still stay 
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings 
I can't help but rape them 
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same 
My heart inside is constantly hating 
I'm sorry, I just throw you away
Just throw you away…

4 U


A ship by you is for you??
All your faces I can see 
You all think it's about me
I'm about to break, this is my fate 
Am I still damned to my life, of misery and hate?
You will never know
What I've done for you
What you know
Got me through
I'd do it for you
I could have, never loved 
If it wasn't, for you

BEG FOR ME


Everyone is looking at me 
I can't get out of bed, there is evil in my head 
Everyone just let me be 
Because when I hit the stage, it is gone and I am free
God dam you say you'll get up for me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
God dam you say you'll get up with me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
Tell me, how could this fade? 
I am going in shame, and I could not have my pain 
Everyone please let me be 
'Cause we're on stage, and it's gone and I am free
God dam you say you'll get up for me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
God dam you say you'll get up with me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
I feel the shame 
I'm not insane 
The things I feel now 
Aren't the same 
Who gives a fuck, if my life sucks? 
I just know one day 
I won't give up
Everyone just let me be
God dam you say you'll get up for me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, beg for me, beg for me
God dam you say you'll get up with me 
You're the crowd, come on give it back to me 
You won't beg for me, be there for me, beg for me
Be there, for me…

MAKE ME BAD


I am watching your eyes 
And follow my salvation 
There's so much shit around me 
Such a lack of compassion
I thought it would be fun and games 
(it would be fun and games) 
Instead it's all the same 
(it's all the same) 
I want something to do 
Need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason, as it's leaving me 
No, not again 
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling 
The flesh may be bad
All I do is look for you 
And when I fix you needed to
Just to get some sort of attention, attention
What does it mean to you 
For me, it's something I just do 
I want something 
I need to feel the sickness in you
I feel the reason, as it's leaving me 
No, not again 
It's quite deceiving, as I'm feeling 
The flesh may be bad

IT'S GONNA GO AWAY


Fu.., fu.. fu.., I got this bad cold 
And I got a life, I live it up 
I live it up
(It's gonna go away)
I don't want this to go away
I'm so scared 
(oh so scared) 
I can't think of going on 
We all crumble 
We crumble under pressure 
(pressure) 
Pressure (It's still gonna go away)
.... go live it up 
We're livin it up
(It's gonna go away..)

WAKE UP


Wake the fuck up!
Each day, more frightening 
All of us wanna die 
The pressure's tightening 
I don't even want to try
Should I take all the stupid bullshit 
What makes them think they can get away with it? 
I'm not happy 
I wish they'd just...
Wake the fuck up!
I can take no more 
What are we fighting for? 
You are my brothers 
Each one I would die for 
Please just let it go 
All our heads are blown 
Let's just take the stage 
And remember why we play for
No more fighting! 
I swear I'm gonna leave 
Talking shit to spite me 
I wish we'd just..
Wake the fuck up!
I can take no more 
What are we fighting for? 
You are my brothers 
Each one I would die for 
Please just let it go 
All our heads are blown 
Let's just take the stage 
And remember why we play for
Remember why we play for…

AM I GOING CRAZY?


Am I going crazy? 
Come on, and say and taste 
Am I too lost, to face it? 
And what will it cost 
To escape 
Nothing is right 
I'm so scared

HEY DADDY


Let me see (let me see) 
All my life has been (taken) taken 
This demon (haunts me) haunts me 
They're waiting (help me) help me
You fuck me up
I'm gagged and bound 
You pick me up 
When I am down 
I cannot live without them 
I do not live without them
Hey Daddy (daddy) 
They are taking me, away 
But in facing me (my soul) my soul 
They're waiting, please help me
You fuck me up 
I'm gagged and bound 
You pick me up 
When I am down 
I cannot live without them 
I do not live without them
They say this thing inside me 
Wants to get out 
All it does is scream and shout 
I'm trying not to let them out 
They tell me to hurt myself x3
But I'm not gonna listen
You fuck me up 
I'm gagged and bound 
You pick me up 
When I am down 
I cannot live without them 
I do not live without them
Hey daddy (waiting)

SOMEBODY SOMEONE


I can't stand to let you win 
I'm just watching you 
And I don't know what to do 
Feeling like a fool inside 
Feeling all the love you hide 
Thought you were my friend 
Seems it never ends
I need somebody, someone 
Can somebody help me? 
All I need is some pain 
Not just for me
Giving you with this and that 
Giving gave nothing back 
It's all related to 
All the things I do 
Feeling like a fool inside 
Seeing all the things you tried 
I am nothing
I need somebody, someone 
Can somebody help me? 
All I need is some pain 
Not just for me
I look, I sign 
I need someone 
Inside to help me out 
With what 
I'm trying 
I'm crying 
I'm frying 
In a pile of 
Shit 
I'm dying 
I'm dying
I'm dying
I need somebody, someone, somebody, somebody, someone 
I need somebody, someone, somebody, somebody, someone
Someone

NO WAY


Lately things won't go my way 
Lately everything is grey 
It feels like something 
It feels like nothing
So I came too far 
To end up this way 
Feeling like I'm God 
Feeling there's no way
So I'm angry for today 
Anger's the only thing I've made 
It feels like something 
No it's nothing
So I came too far 
To end up this way 
Feeling like I'm God 
Feeling there's no way
To live this way 
Hating, feeling, falling 
To the place where people haunt me 
I can't help but give up 
Falling to the place where people know me 
I can't wait 
To give them these feelings of hating 
Keeping inside me 
For all to take 
Picking at me 
They're ripping at me 
Ripping at me
So I came too far 
To end up this way 
Feeling like I'm God 
Feeling there's no way
To live this way
To live this way
LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED
When it's crying 
Take me on second place 
Which I don't often find 
I see a family walking 
Always thinking of 
Being somewhere else in time 
So I fall face down in a rut 
I can't seem to get out of 
Please wake me 
Please give me some of it back 
The feelings that I had
Sometimes I wish 
I could be strong like you 
It doesn't matter 
Each time I wake 
I'm somehow feeling the truth 
I can't handle
Let's get this party started 
I'm sick of begging you 
You make me feel inside 
Which I give to you 
Let's get this party started 
You make me feel inside 
I want to be the one 
To make myself sign
Time is ticking 
It makes me feel content 
With what I have inside 
Constant paranoia 
Surrounds me 
Everyone I see 
Is out to get me
So I fall face down in a rut 
I can't seem to get out of 
Please wake me 
Please give me some of it back 
The feelings that I had
Sometimes I wish 
I could be strong like you 
It doesn't matter 
Each time I wake 
I'm somehow feeling the truth 
I can't handle
Let's get this party started 
I'm sick of begging you 
You make me feel inside 
Which I give to you 
Let's get this party started 
You make me feel inside 
I want to be the one 
To make myself sign
You make me feel inside
Sometimes I wish 
I could be strong like you 
It doesn't matter 
Each time I wake 
I'm somehow feeling the truth 
I can't handle
Let's get this party started 
I'm sick of begging you 
You make me feel inside 
Which I give to you 
Let's get this party started 
You make me feel inside 
I want to be the one 
To make myself sign

WISH YOU COULD BE ME


I am going insane 
This shit is all of a pain 
I cannot maintain 
As the shit gnaws at my brain 
I wish you could be me 
And then this you would see 
How tired I am 
And how's you get the best of me 
At least you could look at me 
While you are raping me 
You are taking my life and selling it, tehehe 
Why should I complain? 
At least it helps my pain 
I am very cool now 
And it's nice i've got my fame
I am going insane 
This shit is all of a pain 
I cannot maintain 
As the shit gnaws at my brain 
I wish you could be me 
And then this you would see 
How tired I am 
And how you get the best of me 
At least you could look at me 
While you are raping me
At least you could look at me
While you're raping me 
You fuckin' pussy

COUNTING


I came back to face what's growing in my head 
Please get away from me 
Take advantage of what I feel, yes you do 
One day you'll beg for me
So I'm saying nothing 
Each day taking that much more 
As I'm scheming all my fate 
You will be there counting
You just see me as something you throw around 
You were there for me 
Beating down to the ground 
Yes it always seems 
You take more from me
So I'm saying nothing 
Each day taking that much more 
As I'm scheming all my fate 
You will be there counting
It's funny how we've just started 
They get the money for the things on you 
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame 
I only do it for the fun and the games
It's funny how we've just started 
They get the money for the things on you 
They give ya money, and the girls and the fame 
I only do it for the fun 
That's my game
So I'm saying nothing 
Each day taking that much more 
As I'm scheming all my fate 
You will be there counting

DIRTY


Keep knocking 
No ones there 
Pouring down 
Near people
My head 
By myself 
All alone
Ripping my head off 
I hurt so bad inside 
At least you can see the world through my eyes 
It stays the same 
I just wanna live again
Keep hoping 
Nothing to spare 
So my life 
Isn't quite there 
Feel like a whore 
A dirty whore 
Such a whore 
Dirty
My head 
By myself 
All alone
Ripping my head off 
I hurt so bad inside 
I wish you could see the world through my eyes 
It stays the same 
I just wanna live again, just wanna live again
I'll die again 
I'll die again 
I'll wilt again 
Into you 
You dirty little fuck 
Dirty little fuck 
You dirty little fuck 
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck 
I will take it
I hurt so bad inside 
I wish you could see the world through my eyes 
It stays the same 
I just wanna live again